Rutgers Fam: Eveleen

I don’t think there will Snapchat-6333530972880186566ever be enough words in any language to describe how I feel about the girl on the right. There are always so many feels whenever I introduce her to someone or when I talk about her to someone. It was truly a blessing that I didn’t see coming when I met her my freshman year of college, and I am so happy that I don’t have to imagine a life without her.

The way we became friends was definitely odd and strange. It is definitely not how people usually get to know each other, but it worked for us. Because little did we know, it would have set us up for the type of friendship that we have been growing together. There have been a lot of people in my life who feel completely comfortable around me. But there are very few people in the world who I feel equally, if not more, comfortable around. And for that, I want to thank you. I want to thank you for always being the genuine, down-to-earth, caring, and loving person that you never fail to be around me. As always, thank you for always being my support system no matter what. To be able to call a person like you my friend is what brings me real happiness everyday.

Eveleen, I don’t think I’ll ever stop talking about you or stop feeling blessed by your presence in my life. Even if for whatever reason we stop being friends in the future, I will always look back on our friendship warmly and fondly. It sucks that we are separated for the time being, but I’ll be back soon enough and we will make up for all the lost time. I will miss the late night talks, whether it is in our room or around campus. I will treasure each and every conversation because I know that every single one was from the heart. I will miss our inside jokes and random bursts of “I don’t give a fuck”. I will miss randomly singing songs from certain phrases or words that either of us say. But most of all, I will miss the person who always seems to see right through me and always has my best interests in mind. It’s going to suck to not always be able to just find you and talk to you face-to-face, but I know we will find a way to make it work.

This post got pretty sappy and you’ll probably give your half-smirk and push my buttons for being a mush, but I look forward to it regardless. There is a lot more that I can say without a doubt, but we still have time and we are still young. I can’t wait for the rest of my youth spent with you and beyond. Love you Eve, can’t wait till the next time I can see you ❤


Different Perspectives

“Everyone who terrifies you is sixty five percent water. And everyone you love it made of stardust, and I know sometimes you can’t even breathe deeply, and the night sky is no home, and you have cried yourself to sleep enough times that you are down to your last two percent, but nothing is infinite, not even loss. You are made of the sea and the stars, and one day you are going to find yourself again.”

– F. Butler